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pregnant and left to my own devices
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He knew I was pregnant. Oh well. Last year the same exact thing happened with a different ex only this time, he and I planned it because we wanted a future together. Now he wants me to get an abortion but he won't even face me or reply.
SO- if he won't respond or talk things out or aid me financially with a clinical abortion, I'm going to do what I want to do- keep it. It'll be hard as hell but I have a solid 7 more months to get my shit together and I'm not keeping it out of spite; I'm keeping it out of want for a child. I conceived during the happiest moments of our relationship and he was thrilled at the time. Now I'm alone but besides the fear that clouds my conscious, I'm still thrilled.
If he never comes back, so be it. I can raise a child on my own given the fact I'm more than determined to.
Either way, once I get my tablet I plan to charge cash for commissions and adopts. I'm still job searching so I'm stuck in a bind with money. That is all c:
SO- if he won't respond or talk things out or aid me financially with a clinical abortion, I'm going to do what I want to do- keep it. It'll be hard as hell but I have a solid 7 more months to get my shit together and I'm not keeping it out of spite; I'm keeping it out of want for a child. I conceived during the happiest moments of our relationship and he was thrilled at the time. Now I'm alone but besides the fear that clouds my conscious, I'm still thrilled.
If he never comes back, so be it. I can raise a child on my own given the fact I'm more than determined to.
Either way, once I get my tablet I plan to charge cash for commissions and adopts. I'm still job searching so I'm stuck in a bind with money. That is all c:
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guys
1 min read
i'm getting a tablet
yesssssssssssssssssssss
It's pressure sensitive and nice so once I get that HAHA THE GOOD ART WILL BE BACK
In other news-
I'm single.
My bf and I broke up because he blamed me for everything wrong in his life and like lol nah bitch if you screwed up in the past, you screwed up. I didn't do anything and I won't be your punching bag or scapegoat. He was under the belief that he was still right for blaming me so he blew up at me and I walked away.
I'm sad, yeah, but I'm hoping I'll get over it. He was my best friend and boyfriend but I need to focus on myself more than a toxic relationship. I need to get a job, find an apartment, escape from my crazy divorcee parents. I still have tons of court fees to pay weekly. So. Yeah. Happy new years lmao.
yesssssssssssssssssssss
It's pressure sensitive and nice so once I get that HAHA THE GOOD ART WILL BE BACK
In other news-
I'm single.
My bf and I broke up because he blamed me for everything wrong in his life and like lol nah bitch if you screwed up in the past, you screwed up. I didn't do anything and I won't be your punching bag or scapegoat. He was under the belief that he was still right for blaming me so he blew up at me and I walked away.
I'm sad, yeah, but I'm hoping I'll get over it. He was my best friend and boyfriend but I need to focus on myself more than a toxic relationship. I need to get a job, find an apartment, escape from my crazy divorcee parents. I still have tons of court fees to pay weekly. So. Yeah. Happy new years lmao.
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wait a diddley darn second lol
1 min read
I'm sitting here thinking about my bf and upon thinking about him I realized I foreshadowed my current relationship. If you guys remember, a friend and I use to ship our kitties- Tigersun and Tigerstep.
well
Frank and I are so alike to the point we're a little hotheaded with each other, stubborn, but fiercely in love or whatever. So despite the disloyalty in the Tigership, it's exactly like the tigership. Also he's bigger than me and people are scared of him. I'm a lil mean to him though I'll be honest lol.
idk I'm just thinking out loud because it seems peculiar
meap if you read this don't judge me lol
well
Frank and I are so alike to the point we're a little hotheaded with each other, stubborn, but fiercely in love or whatever. So despite the disloyalty in the Tigership, it's exactly like the tigership. Also he's bigger than me and people are scared of him. I'm a lil mean to him though I'll be honest lol.
idk I'm just thinking out loud because it seems peculiar
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ugh
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I'm low key mad about this account
I took a quick look at my old characters, old art
wHaT wAs WiTh ThE gRoSs SlUtTy CrAp
like idk what the fuck was going through my adolescent mind because I guess I just wanted to be hot and get attention in rl and couldn't
but like the fuck young kat
like i'm mad at myself
I should make a new account tbh
I took a quick look at my old characters, old art
wHaT wAs WiTh ThE gRoSs SlUtTy CrAp
like idk what the fuck was going through my adolescent mind because I guess I just wanted to be hot and get attention in rl and couldn't
but like the fuck young kat
like i'm mad at myself
I should make a new account tbh
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wishlist for christmas
2 min read
JUST A LIL WISHLIST DON'T FEEL INCLINED TO DO ANYTHING
WISHLIST
1. tablet. if you got an old one send it to me and i'll be your art bitch for a year. pls. help broke brother out
2. A drawing of my warrior babies, anyone is fine.
3. A drawing of me as Harley Quinn. None of the girls I'm with though because they rude af :>
WISHLIST
1. tablet. if you got an old one send it to me and i'll be your art bitch for a year. pls. help broke brother out
2. A drawing of my warrior babies, anyone is fine.
3. A drawing of me as Harley Quinn. None of the girls I'm with though because they rude af :>
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